kondiloma o no kondiloma

i vget this kondiloma thing in my dik long time ago i have to sey that i didnt see it any more in my dik. but i still fill not comftebol to meak sex,love, i fill disterb AND not real . like i lost the wey for real armoni AND love . what shold i do ...jaust go on ?...or what ..?fill realy lost